You were the bastard of the bunch,
Born without a sense of wrong or right
Like the rest of your family already knew.
But still your soul still yearns to try
Unfortunate to know
Or understand that your wrongs,
When will the watching see an end,
As I do wish for a better place than this.
You are the light,
An angel to guide those through the dark.
What will wash these troubles away?
What shall bleed this pain from me?
Shall we both walk among our deeds,
Within so many shallow dreams—
Of days that have gone past.
And others that have not come to pass.
Love can be ours, a destiny—
Where we can live in life’s special face.
The beast of wars,
Make the childish nature of men
Scurry about among the wings
Of Death’s open limbs.
Desperate of their darkest times,
And knowing their fate is set
Among all things that pass their gaze.
Young to age, but old in thought—
I still wait for a time to be one with my mind to see.
Shall the mist of this damp dream,
Make hast to waste,
My thoughts to be placed.
Contemplate what may not trace—
Destructive behaviors,
Can lead to an angered soul.
But does your own personality lead you to thispath—
Or does the people you know
Give you those risks
To make you destructive in nature.
The mind needs love,
When we try so hard to be noticed,
Can our souls bear the person we became.
Shall it be a simple action to take
Or should our lives be the price,
To change everything back.
Will the losers always fail,
If life shall torment me,
Than why cannot I torment life...?
Should time be passed
And not attempted to be caught,
In ones open hand.
Truly no other like you has taken so much,
Destroyed love in my heart—
I view the hills from my bedroom window,
Hugging my blanket
To keep myself warm.
As if I wielded the sun
To break free from the ground,
Splashing orange, gold and red
Across my eyes.
The light is almost blinding,
Time is but a mindless thing,
Challenging all those who dare tread
Where it has ultimately laid claim.
None but a few
Can ever hope to escape
Its grueling clasp—
Tearing the flesh from your bones